Lost it

I lost it last nite. I was so tired. I don't know why? 6 loads of laundry, driving to OC to the bank and taking care of 3 people. In between cooking 3 meals and taking care of pets.
So last nite when dad looked at me and said he could not pick up a wet towel I freaked.

He went to use a plastic bag, then a towel he thought was clean that was used on the rats, to pick up the towel. I tried to tell him it was just water on it. He looked at me with that deer in the headlite glare. Then he said he did not know who's juices were on the towel. With that I came back to reality. This was not my dad being lazy this was Parkinson's talking to me.

There are times dad appears so with it you forget he has dementia. But when it shows you are just taken aback. I still get angry. Why did we not notice the signs earlier. Meds could of been given and maybe it would not have gone so far,